"It's been about a month and 20 days
And we're going round and round
Playing silly games
They say slow it down Not right now
then you wink at me walk away
Let it be let it be let it be known
Hold on don't go
Touching me teasing me telling me no
But this time I need to feel you
Ride it, we're all alone
Ride it, just lose control
Ride it, touch my soul
Ride it, baby let me feel you "
💢ADRIAN💢
"Accept me or not but...... I love you" I finally said those words which were yearning to come out In front of her.
"Are you kidding me?" She asked, not believing me. Seriously? Does she think that I'm lying? When I'm dead serious?
"I'm dead serious Serene. I fucking love you. Not from the moment I met you but still I fell for you, deeper and harder...." I said, pouring my heart and she looked at me in shock.
"I want you to be with me.... forever... I want you to be mine and I'm already yours. I want you to be my whole existence, the reason that I live, love and die. I want you to be my God and let me be your worshipper... please" I pleads pouring every ounce of my heart.
Only if she let's me in, I'll show her how much I love her.
"Mr. Fernández... this is impossible" she said, shattering my heart into million pieces. Why not? Why is it not possible?
"Why? What's wrong? It's okay if you don't have feelings for me let's work on it" I tried tell her but she stopped me.
"I don't like you.... and don't think I ever will... I never thought of you more than a Client.... you better forget it...Mr. Fernández" She says.. it'd be a lie if I said that those words didn't affect me.
It was daggers to my heart.
My fucking existence, doesn't want me. So I'll fucking die.
"You're mine. And I'm not letting you go ever" I said, firmly and she looked at me in disbelief.
"Impossible! It's not possible...." She said straight to my face.
"It is... let me see who have the guts to stop me from making you mine. I'll crush him under my feet" I said with no lie and she looked me for a moment before trying pushing me off.
I would do it in a heartbeat if that means my girl can officially be mine. I would even burn the whole fucking universe for her and I don't fucking bluff.
"Not now Ms. Thompson" I wasn't able to control myself. I smashed my lips on to her feather like lips.
Fucking addicting
I don't think I need cigarettes anymore. Her lips is more addicting than them.
My lips were like crazy as soon as I tasted hers. She wasn't kissing me back, it was making me irritated but I ain't leaving her.
I nibbled on her lower lip and asked for entrance which she didn't gave me so I pinched her waist making her gasp and I swiftly moved my tongue inside, tasting every inch of her mouth which is more sweeter than anything else.
She was trying her best to push me off but I am not able to control myself.
"I'm not yours" she said as soon as I left her mouth. She is. Only mine
"You are. And nobody will stop me from making you mine" I said looking straight to her eyes which started getting teary.
Slowly tears started flowing from her eyes which madden me.
Tears in her eyes summons storms in my heart.
My palm held her cheek and she jerked it away. It hurts. Never have I ever loved someone and when I did, it hurts like hell.
"Reina... listen... i- I'm sorry..." I tried apologising to her but she stopped me, raising her hand in the air.
"No. Stop it. I'm leaving. As you can walk and do everything yourself now. I don't think you need me. Goodbye and forget about whatever feeling you has for me" She said and was about to walk out when I fell on my knees, tears were in my eyes.
Never have I ever cried after a lot of years.
"Please.... stay... I beg you... I'll fucking die without you" I begged breaking down while she looked at me and bent down to my level, pulling me into a hug which i reciprocated right away....
"I'm sorry I can't reciprocate your feelings... but.... if you cry like this... I will also cry" she said and I looked at her eyes which was getting glossy again.
"No... don't... just please stay... i-i won't repeat it again" I said and she looked at me before nodding her head and she sighed before standing up.
"Mr. Fernández.... You don't look good when you cry.... so don't" She said and walked out of the room while I was standing there looking at her retreating figure.
Oh my, how I love this woman.
Sometimes I just wanna do all the sinful things with her and maybe even the God don't know how hard for me it is to control, even when she gulps down the water.
And nobody knows that I get jealous of everything. Her dress. It can stick to her all the time. The chair. She sits on it. I'll be over the moon if she sits on me. Her lipgloss can kiss her.
Her pillow get to hug and get to feel her head over its. She should put her head on my chest. That's where it actually belongs.
I'm fucking jealous of everything and it's maddening yet I love this feeling.
Right now, I got to know that this woman had the power to bring me on my knees and I'd gladly do it.
I'll even bring the world to her feet if she just says. That's how much I love her.
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